Today, I pen this for the records and not for the “Records.”
For I do not comprehend the Records.
How do I make sense of the Records?
I am invisible in the Records.
The Records ignore me.
The Records forget me.
The Records failed to accept and acknowledge me.
I am but a plant in the Records, existing with so much impact yet barely recognized. Why then would I write for the Records?
So I write for the records.
I am invincible in the records.
I am never subdued in the records.
The records regard me.
I am a functional woman in the records.
One with will, zeal, and impact.
For I documented part of the records.
Why then would I not write for the records?
I study the Records.
For years, I have studied the Records.
I have watched, read, and seen myself ignored.
In theaters, libraries, and museums,
And like a beggar, I have received scraps,
These scraps of recognition,
As a result of my lamentations and questions,
Why am I being ignored in the Records?
So I sow a seed of remembrance,
That blossoms into a tree,
One that is revered for its existence and impact. For I, for womanhood,
For the entirety of women,
That I am never forgotten,
Never ignored.
For I in Gaza, and in Pakistan,
In DRC,
In Sudan, Syria, Somalia,
In places that are not mentioned.
I am you and you are I,
For I is universal and I transcends time boundaries, I symbolize continuity,
I transcends skin color and languages,
I is a collective, a collective larger than systemized exclusion, I is a voice, a voice louder than patriarchy,
I must not be ignored or forgotten.
So I write for the records,
As the records is the future.
Where I am heard and seen,
I write for the records,
In order to leave the Records in the past,
Exactly where it belongs.