Today, I pen this for the records and not for the āRecords.āĀ
For I do not comprehend the Records.Ā
How do I make sense of the Records?Ā
I am invisible in the Records.Ā
The Records ignore me.Ā
The Records forget me.Ā
The Records failed to accept and acknowledge me.Ā
I am but a plant in the Records, existing with so much impact yet barely recognized. Why then would I write for the Records?Ā
So I write for the records.Ā
I am invincible in the records.Ā
I am never subdued in the records.Ā
The records regard me.Ā
I am a functional woman in the records.Ā
One with will, zeal, and impact.Ā
For I documented part of the records.Ā
Why then would I not write for the records?Ā
I study the Records.Ā
For years, I have studied the Records.Ā
I have watched, read, and seen myself ignored.Ā
In theaters, libraries, and museums,Ā
And like a beggar, I have received scraps,Ā
These scraps of recognition,Ā
As a result of my lamentations and questions,Ā
Why am I being ignored in the Records?
So I sow a seed of remembrance,Ā
That blossoms into a tree,Ā
One that is revered for its existence and impact. For I, for womanhood,Ā
For the entirety of women,Ā
That I am never forgotten,Ā
Never ignored.Ā
For I in Gaza, and in Pakistan,Ā
In DRC,Ā
In Sudan, Syria, Somalia,Ā
In places that are not mentioned.Ā
I am you and you are I,Ā
For I is universal and I transcends time boundaries, I symbolize continuity,Ā
I transcends skin color and languages,Ā
I is a collective, a collective larger than systemized exclusion, I is a voice, a voice louder than patriarchy,Ā
I must not be ignored or forgotten.Ā
So I write for the records,Ā
As the records is the future.Ā
Where I am heard and seen,Ā
I write for the records,Ā
In order to leave the Records in the past,Ā
Exactly where it belongs.